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April 2014
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Well it has been a long time since I have posted anything new.
I finally have a Cintiq Tablet. I have to say I don't know how I worked prior to having one. It has made working on designs 1000 times easier. I have multiple designs in the works already. My first new piece is already posted.
Over the next few weeks I will be adding new artwork to my gallery.
I finally have a Cintiq Tablet. I have to say I don't know how I worked prior to having one. It has made working on designs 1000 times easier. I have multiple designs in the works already. My first new piece is already posted.
Over the next few weeks I will be adding new artwork to my gallery.
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...among...among...Among the Living...
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Well its been a while.
Some interesting turn of events over the past 3-7 months. But regardless of the ups and downs I am back among the living...dead that is.
You know people are constantly telling me that I should stop having such a negative outlook on the world, draw something that doesn't include death or gore, and be happy for those around you. You know what I say to that? Fuck That. I am not a negative person, I just see the real, the dirty, the plague, and the lies that this world is built around. It's called living without the veil cast over your eyes to hide the ugly that we all live within. You want a wake up call?
"You spoon fed us Saturday morning mouthfuls of maggots and lies, Disguised in your sugary breakfast cereals, The plates you made us clean were filled with your fears, These things have hardened in our soft pink bellies, We are what you have made us, We have grown up watching your television, We are a symptom of your christian America, the biggest Satan of all, This is your world in which we grow, and we will grow to hate you."
Memorize that quote from 'Mother Inferior Got Her Gun'. Get off your ass, stop living within the lies you have blindly followed like a lemming, and see the real world.
Recently, I got both good news and bad news...from two totally different aspects of my past, both involving past relationships. I spent the majority of the day laughing my ass off. Why? Because there is nothing that shocks or awes me anymore. I should be happy for both people because even though the one instance was bad news it has a good outcome...but I honestly feel nothing in regards to both. My daughter had it right in working on that one piece together. With the exception of my daughter, I have become 'dead inside' to love, hate, and any emotions other than my own personal happiness.
I am back working again on artwork for a local band, I have an art exhibit coming up later this year, and my daughter is kicking ass in sports, school, and her personal life. Life could not be any better at this point.
Some might say these are the rambling of someone having gone insane or crazy. Well seeing as how I have had my head shrunk, I can honestly say, nope. Clean bill of health there...the difference is I finally woke up and found my own happiness. Having found a true release to my aggression and my stress.
New artwork coming soon....and by mid August I should have a Cintiq finally.
Some interesting turn of events over the past 3-7 months. But regardless of the ups and downs I am back among the living...dead that is.
You know people are constantly telling me that I should stop having such a negative outlook on the world, draw something that doesn't include death or gore, and be happy for those around you. You know what I say to that? Fuck That. I am not a negative person, I just see the real, the dirty, the plague, and the lies that this world is built around. It's called living without the veil cast over your eyes to hide the ugly that we all live within. You want a wake up call?
"You spoon fed us Saturday morning mouthfuls of maggots and lies, Disguised in your sugary breakfast cereals, The plates you made us clean were filled with your fears, These things have hardened in our soft pink bellies, We are what you have made us, We have grown up watching your television, We are a symptom of your christian America, the biggest Satan of all, This is your world in which we grow, and we will grow to hate you."
Memorize that quote from 'Mother Inferior Got Her Gun'. Get off your ass, stop living within the lies you have blindly followed like a lemming, and see the real world.
Recently, I got both good news and bad news...from two totally different aspects of my past, both involving past relationships. I spent the majority of the day laughing my ass off. Why? Because there is nothing that shocks or awes me anymore. I should be happy for both people because even though the one instance was bad news it has a good outcome...but I honestly feel nothing in regards to both. My daughter had it right in working on that one piece together. With the exception of my daughter, I have become 'dead inside' to love, hate, and any emotions other than my own personal happiness.
I am back working again on artwork for a local band, I have an art exhibit coming up later this year, and my daughter is kicking ass in sports, school, and her personal life. Life could not be any better at this point.
Some might say these are the rambling of someone having gone insane or crazy. Well seeing as how I have had my head shrunk, I can honestly say, nope. Clean bill of health there...the difference is I finally woke up and found my own happiness. Having found a true release to my aggression and my stress.
New artwork coming soon....and by mid August I should have a Cintiq finally.
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...been a while...
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It has been a long time since I last posted anything. I have been busy with life, work, and being a parent. I do have a few new pieces to add in the near future, though. Recently, I started working with the local band Blistered Earth a little more closely. I have taken over website management for the band. Over the last 3 weeks I have been working on a major site redesign, which once finished I will post a link to that site here. The band loves the new design and I am anxious to get it finished and posted.
Still haven't gotten my Cintiq Tablet yet. I had to put that on hold to save up to buy my daughter her first car. Hopefully by fall I will be able to get one though.
Still haven't gotten my Cintiq Tablet yet. I had to put that on hold to save up to buy my daughter her first car. Hopefully by fall I will be able to get one though.
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Musical Inspirations
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For two days now I have been listening to the new Anthrax album 'Worship Music'. Best album they have done since 'Persistence of Time' when Joey was dismissed from the band. Now that he is back after 20 some years, you can tell he was a huge piece of the puzzle that made Anthrax interesting. The new album rocks from beginning to end. For years my favorite Anthrax song has been 'Be All, End All' but now I have to make room for two new favorites 'In The End' and 'I'm Alive'...just incredible songs. I hope Anthrax sees some major success finally from this album...they are long over due....and better than most of the crap you hear on the local rock stations these days.
'In The End' Lyrics...
www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/anthra…
'I'm Alive' Lyrics...
www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/anthra…
'In The End' Lyrics...
www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/anthra…
'I'm Alive' Lyrics...
www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/anthra…
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Feeling so old...
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My daughter started high school this morning. And in 17 days is eligible for her learners permit to start driving. I am so not ready for all of this. I miss being depended on.
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